laurenashleyx23

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To me, "FEARLESS" is not the absence of fear. it's not being completely unafraid. to me, FEARLESS is having fears. FEARLESS is having doubts. lots of them. to me, FEARLESS is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. FEARLESS is falling madly in love again, even though you've been hurt before. FEARLESS is walking into your freshman year of high school at fifteen. FEARLESS is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again…even though every time you've tried before, you've lost. it's FEARLESS to have faith that someday things will change. FEARLESS is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can't breathe without them. i think it's FEARLESS for you to fall in love with your best friend, even though he's in love with someone else. and when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they'll never stop doing, i think it's FEARLESS to stop believing them. it's FEARLESS to say "you're NOT sorry," and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is FEARLESS. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is FEARLESS. letting go is FEARLESS. then, moving on and being alright…that's FEARLESS too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. You have to believe in love stories and prince charmings and happily ever after. i think love is FEARLESS. -taylorswift <3

July 2009

16 February 2011 @ 05:52 pm

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Name: Lauren.
Hobbies: Writing. Singing. Dancing. Softball
Loves: 90210. American Idol. Cooking. Disney Channel. Music. One Tree Hill. Photoshop. Privileged. Reading.
Celebs: Ashley Tisdale. Dakota Fanning. David Henrie. Demi Lovato. Dustin Milligan. Jesse McCartney. Jonas Brothers. Kristen Stewart. Megan Fox. Rob Pattinson. Selena Gomez. Shenae Grimes. Sophia Bush. Taylor Lautner. Taylor Swift. Travis Garland. Vanessa Hudgens. Zac Efron.
Movies: A Walk to Remember. Big Daddy. Finding Nemo. Hocus Pocus. Jack. Keith. Pineapple Express. She’s the Man. Slumdog Millionaire. Step Brothers. Step Up 1-2. Superbad. The Dark Knight. The Secret Life of Bees.

Twilight.
Ships: Annie/Ethan. Bella/Edward. Chuck/Blair. Dan/Serena. Lucas/Brooke. Nate/Vanessa Nathan/Haley Taylor/Selena. Rob/ Kristen. Zac/Vanessa.
Current Obession: Blue nailpolish, the color black, Starbucks Soy Cinnamon Dulce Latte, Starbucks Mocha Frapuchino.

Note: I used to have another journal. My other journal was ohsoofficialx23. I decided to start fresh with a new journal because my last one was an epic failure. I didn't comment anyone else's journal & was basically a sucky friend. I wanted to start new with this one because that will all change once I friend/am friended (by) someone. I promise to post entries more that once a month, and comment your entries as well.

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24 July 2009 @ 11:27 pm

ignorance is your new bestfriend.

I got blue hair extensions yesterday. I have them in now. I feel bad-ass.

On to more serious issues; I have AVG virus software on my laptop. It has basically just ripped my heart out. Yup. An anti-virus software has just turned my day from good to horrible in a very short amount of time. I got a pop-up from it that my iTunes was infected. So, I was flipping out because it's never happened before. So what do I do? I go to the Virus Vault and remove the "virus." So then I'm like, phew I can relax now - no more virus. I open up iTunes & get a big fat "This file does not exist." WHAT?!?
Off to google I go to look this crap up and I learn that AVG was falsely making iTunes a virus & NOT to remove it from the vault. OF COURSE I figure that out once I delete the damn thing. Basically, I fucked myself & got slapped in the face by AVG in about 10 minutes. ~~So now, my ENTIRE iTunes library is gone. All 1,342 songs, GONE.~~ I'm still in so much shock I can't even cry - but boy do I want to. No, what I REALLY want to do is call AVG up and curse them out - brutally.

This day calls for a big FML.

FML
FML
FML
FML
yeah.

hope all is well with everyone & if you get the same message I got and have AVG - DO NOT delete it. Look up what you should do first.

xoxo

EDIT :
IT'S A MIRACLE ! I turned off AVG, re-installed iTunes, and all my music is still there! OMG. I think I might have a party now, because I was about 5 minutes away from a heart attack. Phew, so thankful right now. I know it's just iTunes, but I really was so upset over losing all my music. AHHHH, great day now, haha.

FML
FML
FML

YAY!